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this is the little girl in the pink adidas jacket
with beer bottle caps collecting dust under her bed
with a lego box full of pieces that didn’t fit
and a bike with a bent seat
riding up and down the gardens and sticking her
naked legs into the fountain on hot days
and i have carried her, piggy back for eight years
dragging hockey books and dirty china behind us
an empty apartment full of ghosts and smoke
with the viking ship and bobbleheads and bagpipes
she’s still got the seatbelt on, a tourniquet, her hands
gripping the cup holder and looking at other cars
thinking please don’t hit me please don’t hit me
hit me hit me hit me hit me hit me hit me hit me
this girl did not have a childhood, so she stays in the
empty places, the car that no longer exists
the apartment that belongs to someone else
and wonders if the stains are still there
or the scuffs from the legs of the pull out couch
wonders what life she could have lived if daddy didn’t drink
and mommy didn’t cry so much
this is the girl who became a tombstone for my weekends
who i visit everyday, bringing cards and colouring books
saying it’s okay baby, i’m safe, you’re safe now
i’m gonna get you out of here while i deal her a hand
games of war and go fish played across the middle seat
she likes to yell at me, tells me to put my seatbelt on
crying when the car swerves, phantom drivers pulling
her this way and that, my smiles softening the turns
you’re safe baby, i promise
she wants to know if daddy still smokes and yeah, he does
but so do you, sometimes, and it hurts to breathe
and you wonder when you can unbuckle her and scoop her up
carry her away from the wreckage and thumb the tears
bring her home and tuck the lion king blanket around her
braid her dark hair and hug her to you
saying i love you, baby, i love you, you can rest now
you hope that the day you can sleep next to her peacefully
comes soon, the stereo playing dusty tapes
you’re safe now, baby, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay
with beer bottle caps collecting dust under her bed
with a lego box full of pieces that didn’t fit
and a bike with a bent seat
riding up and down the gardens and sticking her
naked legs into the fountain on hot days
and i have carried her, piggy back for eight years
dragging hockey books and dirty china behind us
an empty apartment full of ghosts and smoke
with the viking ship and bobbleheads and bagpipes
she’s still got the seatbelt on, a tourniquet, her hands
gripping the cup holder and looking at other cars
thinking please don’t hit me please don’t hit me
hit me hit me hit me hit me hit me hit me hit me
this girl did not have a childhood, so she stays in the
empty places, the car that no longer exists
the apartment that belongs to someone else
and wonders if the stains are still there
or the scuffs from the legs of the pull out couch
wonders what life she could have lived if daddy didn’t drink
and mommy didn’t cry so much
this is the girl who became a tombstone for my weekends
who i visit everyday, bringing cards and colouring books
saying it’s okay baby, i’m safe, you’re safe now
i’m gonna get you out of here while i deal her a hand
games of war and go fish played across the middle seat
she likes to yell at me, tells me to put my seatbelt on
crying when the car swerves, phantom drivers pulling
her this way and that, my smiles softening the turns
you’re safe baby, i promise
she wants to know if daddy still smokes and yeah, he does
but so do you, sometimes, and it hurts to breathe
and you wonder when you can unbuckle her and scoop her up
carry her away from the wreckage and thumb the tears
bring her home and tuck the lion king blanket around her
braid her dark hair and hug her to you
saying i love you, baby, i love you, you can rest now
you hope that the day you can sleep next to her peacefully
comes soon, the stereo playing dusty tapes
you’re safe now, baby, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay
Literature
tell my fourteen year old self i said goodbye
dear elise,
you will come to realise that even the most beautiful flowers will wilt.
in three months rosa’s cheeks won’t be so rosy anymore and you’ll be standing over an urn watering the ashes in the hopes that your sister will grow back without the thorns.
she’ll leave them behind, buried in parts of your heart that you never even thought existed and it’ll sting so much you’ll be
screaming at family or rather
the people you’re supposed to call family
to not bring flowers to a flower’s funeral.
your sister
thought she could hide it behind her petals
but she couldn’t and that means
you
Literature
Sadistic Lullaby
Hush little baby, say not a word
There never was a mockingbird
Roses are red until they die
Oh, soon enough like you and I
Hush my child, 'twill be alright
That is, if you survive the night
Twinkle, Twinkle little star
Sky so black, the moon so far
Mary had a little lamb,
And the fleece was black as coal
When you fall asleep tonight,
Then the world will steal your soul
Hush my child, 'twill be alright
That is, if you survive the night
Rockaby babe, in the tree tops
When the wind blows, life then stops
When the bough breaks the cradle will fall
And dead will be baby, smile and all
Hush my child, 'twill be alright
That is,
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Selfish Suicide
"People who kill themselves are selfish."
Well, darling, let me tell you a story,
A story all too true.
A daughter who became a wife, a wife who became a mother.
A mother of three girls...
One just above the age of a toddler,
One at the age of twelve,
And one entering the life of a married adult.
Now, the youngest girl was watching television,
And the oldest at the neighbor's home.
The twelve year old daughter sat at a computer with her closest friend,
When something terrifying happened.
Her mother was in the kitchen, coughing.
The daughter, although unable to see her mother, only could imagine the situation.
The mother walked calmly p
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This is absolutely beautiful. Your descriptions and images are so strong and so exciting to read. I'm gonna have to read this one again.